You Ought To Be With Me
I felt like shit yesterday. I have days where I’m just completely sad. I guess it’s triggered by my own actions. What’s funny is that it’s not even a period/cramp thing where my hormones rage and in turn, I rage. I’m pretty calm during my lady times. But there is one day out of the month where I put myself into perspective and judge the hell out of myself. I guess I’ve been more critical lately because I’ve been confused about my future. Oh well. Anyway, yesterday, to not think (I posted this on twitter) I made a few collages from FUDGE magazine. Just of styles I liked, items and whatnot.
After that, at 3 am I made a video. There was an idea to it. I think I may be the only one to understand it however. Which is fine. I made it for myself, but I enjoy sharing it:
I’m sorry I’ve been so whiny lately. I’m still trying to figure out how to cope during those moments. This might be odd, but listening to Al Green helped the most. Which is surprising, at least for me.
Al Green – How Can You Mend A Broken Heart?
(Click the link to listen or save it to have on your itunes)
I think we all have those days, we just don’t enjoy talking about them. But I like that you put reality into your blog, it makes you seem like a much more rounded person. And it’s okay to be confused about your life, you’ll figure everything out later on down the road (hopefully when it’s not too late .. whatever that means).
I like the outfits you posted! They’re very you, that is to say that they remind me of you
What do you use to edit your videos?
Haha, I’m glad you think I’m rounded! I tend to always lean towards blogging about more personal things. That’s just how I am, I guess. You’re like that too actually!
And thank you!
I just use the older version of imovie! (My laptop is a bit old).
Cheers.
Cheers! Nice google searching skills by the way…
Thanks. Nice blog
sad b/c you miss me. yup. duh.
It’s true. We just have such chemistry & love.
Hormones raging during a non-period time is always the worse. It’s natural to be critical about your future but always remind yourself that you never have to stick to one thing and trust me life is long enough for you to try different things.
Thank you, that’s great advice. I just always easily stress myself out. Haha. And yeah, my horomones have been so out of wack lately! :[
ohh the Al Green is lovely.. and the Radio Dept always remind me of Marie Antoinette. Your video reminds me of internal crying… is it what you’re feeling?
it seems sad.
Hope you feel better, introspection is great and all, but it’s draining to think too much and not be able to change certain aspects of your life which you cannot control!
That actually wasn’t my intention for the video but I had the same feeling about it as you did after I finished it! In my head, it was more like a couple breaking up and the guy being lonely and having the slight thought of his ex.
Yeah, it really is draining. :\ But I’ve been feeling so much better!
the video is so soothing~
There are days where I just feel like crap for no reason. When i feel like that, I don’t like to do anything…just not in the mood. So I force myself to move around and run and exercise and I have found that it helps me be more positive~
The Radio Dept. is a very soothing band.
Yeah, I definitely forced myself to be more productive after my moody day. Hahah.
Sorry it’s taken me so long to comment. I’ve been so bad with these lately. I read but never say a word. I hope you’ve been feeling better. Man, it’s just one of those days… You feel like nothing will or will ever work out. I feel like that so often. I think my only way of getting through days like that is to look forward to something. It makes it a lot easier. Also, I loved the video!
It takes me forever to comment too so no worries! Hahah. I feel like everyone has that same feeling, everyone gets scared, but we just have to push ourselves through it.